Thoughts of my Week…Summer…Sexy…. Single :)

Well this week begun a shattered one. After cycling 7 hours Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday were just a blur at work. I am grateful that my body decided to not injure itself or become sore after the ride, but it decided to mentally drain me.

1. This week I thought a lot about how deceiving traveling is for Londoners. They and now I believe that traveling an hour and fifteen is just over adequate time for getting to work. 45 mins to an hour on the tube seem almost natural to me now. However this would have been blasphemy if I were to travel that much back at home. In an hour and 15 you can get quite far away from one place. For instance at home I could travel to Manchester in less time, yet people would call me crazy and wonder why I would travel that far for work. In London that time only takes you across to the other side of the city.  Why would I live in a city where I have to travel more than an hour to just stay in the city when I could live in the country and travel to the city. Oh crazy London.

2. It is summer and I decided to buy lots of summer dresses. I don’t usually get to wear dresses at work. Being a Camera Assistant does not really give you the flexibility to wear what you want. A dress would be unsuitable. So I bought two dresses in each shop I went into and ended up with 8 dresses 🙂 I AM READY SUMMER and I am going to look Sexy each day!!!

3. Reading…Where do I begin. I am currently reading three books. My work colleagues think I am crazy each day  I have one of the three. Firstly I am reading Mirrorsight by Kristen Britain, I have waited two years for this book and its a blooming big one at that. Secondly I am reading 1984, Its a classic which I do not usually tend to lean towards but as I am really wanting to watch the theater show I thought I would get to know the story, and well I love the authors style. I just get lost in his words.Last but not least I am reading Maze Runner I am on the third in the series and not really too fussed. Its getting a bit slow 😦 More to come on these books I promise x

4. The Fault In Our Stars…Where do I begin! Take your tissues, I have never ever cried so much in the cinema. It is such a heartbreaking story that fills your heart with joy but smashes it into reality. It really brought back what happened to my friend Nathan when he died from a brain tumor. I bet you a penny that you will cry a tear some point in this film. The main characters are perfect, its beautiful composition and story will have you crying in minuets.


I do not know if this blog made any sense, it was a bit rushed tonight. I need to make these more organized… Hm Maybe I should draft more throughout the week. Anyway I have the most hectic week ahead of me. My car comes at 5.30 tomorrow morning. So Good night World.


159 SIngle and ready to …. Drown my sorrows.

This week has been a tough week. We spent Monday in the pub. Now that is a way to start the week. But in the terms of relationships it has been tiring.

I am now officially Single after 4 1/2 years and in a relationship with freedom. Well that is what I want at least. I took a train on Saturday to York and came back three hours later Single but still carrying a horrid weight upon my heart. It was a parting of two people that loved each other but have started living two separate lives. I was not happy. So here I am just over 24 hours into being single feeling sick, not hungry and with a heavy heart.

What do i do next. I feel like the lonely wanderer.  I heard it gets worse before I start to feel better… Not looking forwards to that 😦