Day 21

No shoes for the ball,

It is our wrap party tomorrow night and I have no shoes, I have had no time to go and buy some so I am stressing. I have however got an awesome best friend who is going to buy me some phew. I have to apologise for my lack of content I feel like I am lacking in my New Years spirit at the moment, I am on writers block, that hill that seems never ending. I just have to get over this hurdle of work then I can get my head down on these blogs. Work has really got to me this week, I am so tired.

So please keep in touch pictures of my diary are still to come and I have been thinking about my story too.

Night
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Day 20, Saying sorry.

Sorry this is another terrible post. Plus it is on my phone so spelling and capitals might not happen. I have been on location again today, and now have a 4 to 5 hour drive. Today’s  work has made me quite down. I always try my best at work however today I was missing some equipment and i feel really responsible even though i am not a proper camera assistant i am just a tech runner but that still should not mean i can’t pack the kit right. So yeah i feel quite downbeat, i was so worried that i had made the camera man annoyed and angry. I did say sorry at the end of today and apologise, the best thing about him is that he is forgiving and did not blame me, so i feel little relieved. Saying sorry in a meaningful way was quite hard. I meant it from the bottom of my heart. I felt so bad that i had not done a good job. oh well. I learn from my experiences.
Do you do jobs that you know you could have done better at, and do you say sorry when you know you could have done better.

Would be great to know.

Night blogsphere.
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