Believe : To me it is a hit new American tv show that has been given terrible advertising and crappy channel to be aired on. Yes only three episodes in and it is quite predictable. Equilibrium, disequilibrium and new equilibrium. Very old school, yet it still has me captured, by not giving up all it’s secrets. In the third episode you are just receiving important back story. I love episodes where they can weave eras. You have good cop bad cop then the middle area where you just don’t understand why they are there. Then the two main characters, first Tate, who the main character has still yet to learn is her dad. He is well hot. Got me at that point. Bad guy too. So needs a good person, here comes the main character Bo. A little girl who has the FBI and every police officer after her. She has magical powers. That’s about it.
If you are like me and love fantasy, syfi drama you will love it. I am addicted already.
It is Sunday, that is a fact. My mind and body does not believe this one little bit, it has now curled up into a ball after having been worked non-stop for 6 days. Tomorrow will be its 7th then another 4 more days. However I got the most fantastic txt off my boss.
– Hope you got back ok, Thanks so much for everything. Do not come in on time tomorrow, Please have a lie !
Great News, Thank you, Come in late Please Tomorrow.
Well I have always been one to follow rules, and I have to do what my boss says. Thank goodness. So here is to a full 10 hours sleep. Whoop.
I cannot believe I have blogged for 100 days. I never knew how long that felt until now. The amount of emotions that I have been through since the start of the year is staggering. I am usually a person who gives up on things but I am determined to keep this diary up. However my paperback diary has lagged behind. My blog was never about how many subscribers I could get, but for those of you who do follow me and maybe skim my terrible spelt writing, I have to thank you. My blog is where I have found a place for my thoughts so I do not have to keep them in and drive myself crazy. SO thank you for reading my blabbing.
It was because of this blog that I went to Rome,
I figured out where to take my mum for her special day
I got to express my anxiety so it did not feel as big as I imagined it.
This blog is helping me so much, making me feel lighter, to get a lot off my chest, that I would not be able to speak out loud.
I found that a blog is like a quite individuals voice. And I have only just begun to shout.
And now onto today! A lovely wake up time of 4.30 this morning. NOT. I was at the studio for 5.15 picking the equipment up. It was a great day in the end. The weather was perfect, I have caught the sun, my cheeks are burning :(. The lesson for the day was to make sure the camera guys get sun lotion on. They are the ones out all day in the sun and should get protected. Camera guys are a strange species, hm that could be a blog title. I think for the future blogs I might not put ‘Day 101 . . .’ and so on. Maybe just the number in the heading???
Anyway I got home and because the weather makes me happy I decided to make a cake 🙂
Cake makes everyone happy.
Night and thank you again, here is to another 100 days!
I do love having a bed to myself. I have shared my bed with my boyfriend then my mother then my friend for the past three weekends. All clean sheets I promise. I have had Lottie the last few days, my former uni house mate, class mate and very good friend. I gave her a space in my bed as she had just started a job in London and has not found a place to live yet. I know how hard it is to find a place, I went through that stress last year and was homeless for two weeks luckily I had a friend to help me out therefore I gave my bed willingly. However I am happy to get my bed back at last whooop.
Today was the first day of a week that could end up stressful. I woke with Lottie’s cold. That was not a good start. I had to creep around a sleeping Lottie. Got to work and it began the stress of a days filming but thankfully I knew what was coming. People took today quite easy. After we finished I had help to pack all the equipment away for tomorrows location which is an improvement from the other week. The question is… Will we forget anything or have each others equipment tomorrow? Touch wood, lets hope not
So all in all at last, for today only I can let out a breath of relief, tomorrow morning I breathe in again until I get the cameras back to the studio, me into my bed and write this blog. Until then…
To be truthful I am a person who is likely to quite something quite easily if it wasn’t from something little that always keeps me attached and trudging along. I am in an industry that has very short contracts I am only 23 and have had over 10 different jobs. So I have never had the chance to contemplate leaving… That was until the other day… I have been in the same job now for 6 months that is long for me, my longest job yet ( other than the supermarket but that’s another story) . It got really tough last week, to the point that I was wanting to quit. I felt like I was not good enough for the role. That I was not living up to the expectations of the fellow crew. But finally I have made up my mind I will stay till the end of this series, for the next series however I am unsure. I do like change and another 6 months might brake me. The pros however … I would still have a job, It would look better on my CV, I would get better at camera assisting. Cons… Studio is moving over an hour away from where I live, therefore more expensive to travel, I don’t want to get stuck in entertainment I want to spread my wings first. SO do I quit a secure job to follow my dreams or will I find another easier way into my dream after a few more months of learning.
I could go into so much more detail… yet it is time to sleep…